{"id":14154,"date":"2023-03-21T03:03:39","date_gmt":"2023-03-21T02:03:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.graviton.at\/letterswaplibrary\/a-compilation-of-thoughts-by-someone-named-suicidal\/"},"modified":"2023-03-21T03:03:39","modified_gmt":"2023-03-21T02:03:39","slug":"a-compilation-of-thoughts-by-someone-named-suicidal","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.graviton.at\/letterswaplibrary\/a-compilation-of-thoughts-by-someone-named-suicidal\/","title":{"rendered":"A Compilation Of Thoughts By Someone Named SUICIDAL"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This is a compilation of thoughts gathered by SUICIDAL during a few days of<br \/>\nwork, read &#8217;em and THINK about &#8217;em, it&#8217;s good for you.<br \/>\nSome you may recognise, some you may not, the important thing is that you<br \/>\nbroaden your mind, I have tried to put one qoute for each feeling that I have<br \/>\nencountered, enjoy.<br \/>\n SUICIDAL<\/p>\n<p>===============================================================================<\/p>\n<p>If war is good for the economy, then money sucks!<\/p>\n<p>When a man lies, he murders a part of the world.<br \/>\nThese are the pale deaths which men miscall thier lives.<br \/>\nAll this I cannot bear to witness any longer,<br \/>\ncannot the kingdom of salvation take me home.<\/p>\n<p>Do as I say, not as I do.<\/p>\n<p>How will I laugh tomorrow when I can&#8217;t even smile today?<\/p>\n<p>You can call me ugly &#8211; but I still dress the way I choose.<\/p>\n<p>Don&#8217;t judge a man until you have walked ten miles in his shoes.<\/p>\n<p>Might not be smart, but if I&#8217;m strong,<br \/>\nI know for sure no one will ever prove me wrong.<\/p>\n<p>The more you wait, the more the chance it will be too late.<\/p>\n<p>Practise what you preach.<\/p>\n<p>Our only hope to breathe again, to stop the madness closing in,<br \/>\nwhat will we do when all is lost , environmental holocaust&#8230;&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Tremble you weaklings, cower in fear, I am your ruler, land sea and air.<br \/>\nImmense in my girth, erect I stand tall, I am a nuclear murderer,<br \/>\nI am Polaris.<\/p>\n<p>Just because I&#8217;m not saying it, doesn&#8217;t mean I&#8217;m not thinking it.<\/p>\n<p>Two wrongs doesn&#8217;t make a wright.<\/p>\n<p>A face never lies.<\/p>\n<p>Arrogance and ignorance go hand in hand.<\/p>\n<p>Only the good die young.<\/p>\n<p>Never turn your back on a friend.<\/p>\n<p>Fight wars &#8211; Die in a blaze of glory, return home as meat in a plastic sack.<\/p>\n<p>Hatred in its personified form surely is the devil itself.<br \/>\nThose who are weak are easily controlled by this emotion so destructive<br \/>\nand overpowering.<br \/>\nThe capacity to hate lies dormant in each one of us and when in full force,<br \/>\nit changes who we are, as if by possession.<\/p>\n<p>White thunder &#8211; A dead man you&#8217;re in, so deep you&#8217;ll never climb out.<\/p>\n<p>If you&#8217;re not now, you never were.<\/p>\n<p>Am I supposed to believe everything, or just everything said by you?<\/p>\n<p>How can you call me stupid when you don&#8217;t understand what I say?<\/p>\n<p>Who is the biggest fool, the fool or the fool who follows him?<\/p>\n<p>I shed a tear I won&#8217;t deny it, but just one tear and I already cried it.<\/p>\n<p>The less you have, the more you gain.<\/p>\n<p>New blood joins this earth and quickly he&#8217;s subdued.<br \/>\nThrough constant pained disgrace the young boy learns their rules.<\/p>\n<p>Judge not lest ye be judged yourself.<\/p>\n<p>I never said I don&#8217;t like religion, I just don&#8217;t like TV.<\/p>\n<p>Lies and hate and agony, through my eyes is all I see.<\/p>\n<p>He who lives by the sword, will surely also die by the sword.<\/p>\n<p>Master, master, where&#8217;s the dreams that I&#8217;ve been after?<br \/>\nMaster, master, promised only lies.<\/p>\n<p>1. Water gives life to all creating beings.<br \/>\n2. Water always seeks its own course.<br \/>\n3. Water possesses both the active courage to overcome all obstacles<br \/>\n   and the passive conformity to fit any container.<br \/>\n4. Water, clean in itself, cleanses filth and contains both pure and impure.<br \/>\n5. Water, expecting no repentance, grants strength and light and gives<br \/>\n   the immeasurable access to fertility of life.<br \/>\n6. Water fills the oceans, and whithout losing its being, becomes steam,<br \/>\n   cloud, rain, snow or fog.<br \/>\nTo live with a mind like water grants the key to piece of mind, good health<br \/>\nand a long life.<\/p>\n<p>Honesty is my only excuse.<\/p>\n<p>Who&#8217;s to say what&#8217;s for me to say?<br \/>\nWho&#8217;s to say what&#8217;s for me to do?<br \/>\nWho&#8217;s to say what&#8217;s for me to be?<\/p>\n<p>All in all, we&#8217;re just another brick in the wall.<\/p>\n<p>Doesn&#8217;t matter what you see, or into it what you read.<br \/>\nYou can do it your own way if it&#8217;s done how I say.<\/p>\n<p>I hunger after independence, lenghthen freedom&#8217;s ring.<\/p>\n<p>Blackened is the end,<br \/>\nWinter it will send,<br \/>\nThrowing all you see,<br \/>\nInto obscurity.<br \/>\nDeath of mother Earth,<br \/>\nNever a rebirth,<br \/>\nevolution&#8217;s end,<br \/>\nNever will it mend!<\/p>\n<p>When did the truth become an offence?<\/p>\n<p>No hope, no life, just pain and fear.<br \/>\nNo food, no love, no seed, Childhood&#8217;s end.<\/p>\n<p>Who died and made you God?<\/p>\n<p>No one but me can save myself, but it&#8217;s too late.<br \/>\nNow I can&#8217;t think, think why I should even try.<br \/>\nYesterday seems as though it never existed.<br \/>\nDeath greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye.<\/p>\n<p>Day after day, day after day, we struck nor breath nor motion.<br \/>\nAs idle as a painted ship uopn a painted ocean.<br \/>\nWater, water everywhere and all the boards did shrink.<br \/>\nWater, water everywhere nor any drop to drink.<br \/>\nOne after one by the star dogged moon, too quick for groan or sigh,<br \/>\neach turned his face whit a ghastly pang and cursed mw with his eye.<br \/>\nFour times fifty living men (and I heard nor sigh nor groan) with a heavy<br \/>\nthump, a lifeless lump, they drop down one by one.<\/p>\n<p>The body bags and little rags of children torn in two.<br \/>\nAnd the jellied brains of those who remain to put the finger right on you.<br \/>\nAs the madmen play on words and make us all dance to their song.<br \/>\nTo the tune of starving millions to make a better kind of gun.<\/p>\n<p>That is not dead, which can eternal lie.<br \/>\nYet with strange aeons, even death may die.<\/p>\n<p>O God of earth and altar, bow down and hear our cry, our earthly rulers<br \/>\nfaulter, our people drift and die, the walls of gold entomb us,the swords of scorn<br \/>\ndivide , take, not thy thunder from us, but take away our pride.<\/p>\n<p>There are times when I&#8217;ve wondered and times when I&#8217;ve cried.<br \/>\nWhen my prayers were they answered at times when I&#8217;ve lied.<br \/>\nBut if you asked me a question, would I tell you the truth,<br \/>\nnow there&#8217;s something to bet on, you&#8217;ve got nothing to lose.<\/p>\n<p>Mothr russia how are you sleeping, tells the tale of a great empire.<br \/>\nTurning around the old man ponders, reminiscing an age gone by.<\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s no back door to heaven. <\/p>\n<p>I feel like shit, I&#8217;m sorry to say.<br \/>\nDo you think I like feeling this way?<br \/>\nAlways feeliing out of place, hiding behind a smiling face.<br \/>\nThere just ain&#8217;t no pretty words can&#8217;t you see it fucking hurts!<br \/>\nAnd when I feel like shit, I feel like shit!<\/p>\n<p>For a price I&#8217;d do about anything, except pull the trigger.<\/p>\n<p>Peace sells, but who&#8217;s buying?<\/p>\n<p>Leave me alone, get off my bone, &#8217;cause I&#8217;m doing my own.<\/p>\n<p>You say I need more compassion &#8211; I can forgive, I just can&#8217;t forget.<\/p>\n<p>Problems aren&#8217;t ever solved, they&#8217;re just rearranged.<\/p>\n<p>Too many times &#8211; I felt so sad and lonely<br \/>\nToo many times &#8211; I needed someone there<br \/>\nToo many times &#8211; I tried to tell you something<br \/>\nToo many times &#8211; It seemed like noone cared<br \/>\nToo many times &#8211; didn&#8217;t even have a second<br \/>\nToo many times &#8211; you thought I was much too strong<br \/>\nToo many times &#8211; you said the feeling wouldn&#8217;t last forever<br \/>\nToo many times &#8211; I proved you so damn wrong!<\/p>\n<p>I waited so long &#8211; for someone to take my hand, and say they understand<br \/>\nAnd I waited so long &#8211; for someone to show the way, to make a better day<br \/>\nAnd I waited so long &#8211; for someone to spare a kiss for the love I miss<br \/>\nAnd I waited so long &#8211; for someone to look me in the eye &#8211; and say it&#8217;s worth<br \/>\nanother try.<\/p>\n<p>You can try to control my temper, but when I feel like shit, I feel like shit.<\/p>\n<p>Everything you do, do well.<\/p>\n<p>Sleep my friend and you will see that dream is my reality.<br \/>\nThey keep me locked up in this cage,<br \/>\ncan&#8217;t they see it&#8217;s why my brain says rage?<\/p>\n<p>Soldier boy, made of clay<br \/>\nNow an empty shell<br \/>\nTwentyone, only son<br \/>\nBut he served us well<br \/>\nBred to kill, not to care<br \/>\nDo just as we say<br \/>\nFinished here, greetings death<br \/>\nHe&#8217;s yours to take away<\/p>\n<p>Time for lust, time for life, time to kiss your life goodbye.<br \/>\nSend me money, send me green, heaven you will meet.<br \/>\nMake a contribution, and you&#8217;ll get the better seat.<\/p>\n<p>Violence breeds more violence.<\/p>\n<p>Now, 1984 is a reality.<\/p>\n<p>Love is nowhere near the strength of hate and fear.<\/p>\n<p>Freedom of choice:<br \/>\nChoice is made for you my friend.<br \/>\nFreedom of speech:<br \/>\nSpeech is words that they will bend.<br \/>\nFreedom no longer frees you!<\/p>\n<p>Misery is not my friend, but I break before I bend.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s better to die on your feet, than to live on your knees.<\/p>\n<p>Out for my own, out to be free.<br \/>\nOne with my mind, they just can&#8217;t see.<br \/>\nNo need to hear things that they say.<br \/>\nLife is for my own, to live my own way.<\/p>\n<p>Freezing<br \/>\nCan&#8217;t move at all<br \/>\nScreaming<br \/>\nCan&#8217;t hear my call<br \/>\nI am dying to live<br \/>\nCry out<br \/>\nI&#8217;m trapped under ice.<\/p>\n<p>Speak that which has not yet been spoken,<br \/>\nDo that which has not yet been done,<br \/>\nLive that life which has not yet been lived,<br \/>\nAnd if your spirit hasn&#8217;t been broken,<br \/>\nAnd if you can still see the sun,<br \/>\nAnd if you to no man have kneeled,<br \/>\nThen you can die a lucky man.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;d rather feel like shit, than be full of it.<\/p>\n<p>If you look in my heart, you&#8217;d see it, I&#8217;m trying to be something better.<br \/>\nIf you look in my heart, you&#8217;d feel it, I&#8217;ve got to keep moving on.<br \/>\nIf you look in my heart, you&#8217;d know it, I&#8217;m trying to make my world better.<br \/>\nIf you look in my heart, you&#8217;d see it, I&#8217;ve got to do it on my own.<\/p>\n<p>A room full of people, can&#8217;t nobody hear me, can&#8217;t nobody help me, I&#8217;m alone.<br \/>\nNotice the way I live, it&#8217;s not the way I want it, but I just can&#8217;t get it.<\/p>\n<p>Freedom can&#8217;t be legislated!<\/p>\n<p>You can put a bullet through my head, but you can&#8217;t kill the word I said.<\/p>\n<p>The only thing worse than the fascist is the tolerance of the pacifist.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s better to light a candle than to curse the dark.<\/p>\n<div class='watch-action'><div class='watch-position align-right'><div class='action-like'><a class='lbg-style1 like-14154 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='like' data-post_id='14154' data-nonce='715e311f58' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/www.graviton.at\/letterswaplibrary\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Like' \/><span class='lc-14154 lc'>0<\/span><\/a><\/div><\/div> <div class='status-14154 status align-right'><\/div><\/div><div class='wti-clear'><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This is a compilation of 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